When I got up this morning, it was the middle of the night to some(that shall remain anonymous). This really is my most productive time, if I can get out of bed:) I am family-sick. I miss my sister and her terrific awesome family. My sweet nephews and gorgeous niece who just turned 15!! Happy birthday beautiful! I miss just saying hi to Evan and hearing his great not-so-sure-about-that laugh.
I want to see my Dad very much. He is not feeling so great and I want to hug him. I want to spend time with him just sitting or drinking coffee together.
Then there is sweet Christopher and his Claudia (I said her name in french in my head because that is how we know which Claudia we are referring to:) I have only seen Kate for one visit to Quebec. Sure want it to be more.
My most cherished of humans that I rarely get to be with. Spending the first part of my life with you is filled with such amazing memories and great times. I miss my Mom too. Woke up a few nights ago really longing to see and be with her. To hear her say my name in that loving and exasperating tone. The memories of her filled me that night and I cried. It is a sadder than usual morning. Sadness rarely finds me, I much prefer to embrace the happiness I have. Yet there is joy still in this too. Joy because I have these people in my life and they have and are still touching my heart. I love you, my family, I love you.
i love your blog. xo i loved the first 2 posts when you first shared your blog, so i was looking forward to more. just checked in again out of the blue & when i read this just now, i.. well.. you know. i'm not even sure how to describe it. made me cry.. your words are deeply touching and real and so descriptive. i wanted to say that you are precious and i love you xo and i also loved the part about evan's laugh. admit i was quite relieved actually, as i thought it was just me. xo
ReplyDeleteHi little Sis,
ReplyDeleteSorry I have not had time to read your blog lately - since you wrote this one we have seen eachother and spent some precious time together - I love you so much and look forward to seeing you in July when I head up to Calgary to see you and the boys.
love big Sis. xoxo